investing myself.

I really never liked the idea that a lack of resources could be the dividing factor between me and the things I love—however, that was the case.

Recently, I decided to start working extra hard and put in a lot of extra time freelancing, and that has been my life for the past few weeks. As a result, I’ve been able to afford some quality music equipment and will be able to afford more.

That being said, it feels really good to work hard for the things that I really want and to get back to the thing that I grew up with: making music.

Of course, there are those little seeds of doubt.

What if I don’t do anything with it? What if these things just end up gathering dust? What if it’s not worth it?

I guess I can’t afford to worry about it—but still, it’s pretty exciting to get back to something I love and to feel somewhat accomplished by getting this far.